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So I have been so totally bad keeping up with JTL. Part of me thinks of "hanging it up" and the other part of me doesn't want to let go of what I created here. I do have some friends that I have made along the way that I hope will be around for a long time. Then the other part of me thinks damn I am SO freaking busy...

Honestly I have been spread pretty thin now having 2 children and just a heck of a lot of craziness going on when I am at home. I have been cooking and baking a lot more which is something I really enjoy doing. It is very rewarding hearing Em compliment me. I have also been playing Webkinz with her too which has been pretty fun.

I am planning my baby's first birthday which freaks the crap out of me considering it seems like yesterday I was pregnant. It saddens me she is growing up and will lose the technicality of being a baby, but will always be my baby no matter how old.

So that kinda sums things up in a nut shell... I am torn...