"Let down"

Today has been a really rough day for me... I am so angry, hurt, and sad I can't collect a coherent thought. I just want to scream, cry and throw something. I have been let down by a very close person to me three times in the past two months. Every pinnacle moment in my life in this short period of time (the birth of Allison, Allison's baptism, and Emily's birthday) is now affiliated with a bad memory. Right now I am speaking from the pain that is bellowing out of my bones and it will subside with pain and linger as a memory.

I just keep telling myself tomorrow is another day and this too shall pass.